Today had the same fashion class. After school had science test, Mr Yong said the marks will be accounted in the report book. I applied all my physics knowledge onto that paper. Easy to pass but even a grade b will cost luck. The duration of the time is as unreasonable as always, that's what I personally think. I got over with it because this is life xD
Competition Training was slack as usual but after the lecture Atikah ma'am gave me, it makes me wanna change. I felt guilty being top for being nice to my cadets and they are starting to rebel me, they are biting me every training. Biting away the privileges I provided them with. It's getting alil bit far. I am also guilty, for being a fish monger, selfish. Everything I've went through and experienced, I want my juniors to experience it too! The standard of what my seniors once uphold and show, it's as if they are all falling from my hands. I need to, no.. I musttt make it clear, the line between the NCOs and the cadets. I now realize that having to talk things out nicely doesn't apply to cadets or maybe just a few of them. Even if they hate me, even if I have to be strict, even if they took my future words to heart, it will all taste like medicine, because the process is thought but the fruit is sweet. This is for their good and hopefully I've make up my mind. It's to prepare them in life & NCOC. I want them all to be successful though they might not understand all this now.. their day will come as an NCO. Atikah, if I wanna change, do I really have the courage?
After Comp Training, I went home to keep my bag and sms-ed Eric asking whether he can join me for a jog, he had CCA too and he was exhausted. It's okay, I went alone.. 7.05pm was the time shown on my instrument that measures the 4th dimension. I started off and ran towards from my home to school. 5 rounds, I ran. The number of rounds doesn't really matter but it's the reflection I did today. Overall I would conclude this a good job ^^
When I'm home at 8.04pm, I just collapse in the living room and cooled down all the way until 8.40+ and off I went to clean my engine. I better go off now. Will be meeting with Dominic at 6am for another morning jog. An intensive one and probably going Mac for breakfast. And meeting him again at 12 to school for SL investiture.
/MasterSparkz
Competition Training was slack as usual but after the lecture Atikah ma'am gave me, it makes me wanna change. I felt guilty being top for being nice to my cadets and they are starting to rebel me, they are biting me every training. Biting away the privileges I provided them with. It's getting alil bit far. I am also guilty, for being a fish monger, selfish. Everything I've went through and experienced, I want my juniors to experience it too! The standard of what my seniors once uphold and show, it's as if they are all falling from my hands. I need to, no.. I musttt make it clear, the line between the NCOs and the cadets. I now realize that having to talk things out nicely doesn't apply to cadets or maybe just a few of them. Even if they hate me, even if I have to be strict, even if they took my future words to heart, it will all taste like medicine, because the process is thought but the fruit is sweet. This is for their good and hopefully I've make up my mind. It's to prepare them in life & NCOC. I want them all to be successful though they might not understand all this now.. their day will come as an NCO. Atikah, if I wanna change, do I really have the courage?
After Comp Training, I went home to keep my bag and sms-ed Eric asking whether he can join me for a jog, he had CCA too and he was exhausted. It's okay, I went alone.. 7.05pm was the time shown on my instrument that measures the 4th dimension. I started off and ran towards from my home to school. 5 rounds, I ran. The number of rounds doesn't really matter but it's the reflection I did today. Overall I would conclude this a good job ^^
When I'm home at 8.04pm, I just collapse in the living room and cooled down all the way until 8.40+ and off I went to clean my engine. I better go off now. Will be meeting with Dominic at 6am for another morning jog. An intensive one and probably going Mac for breakfast. And meeting him again at 12 to school for SL investiture.
/MasterSparkz
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